here without you…

prima oara cand am ascultat aceasta melodie a fost in urma cu doua veri, pe vremea cand 3 doors down nu vindeau nici macar de-o paine in romania…

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate…
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face…

retraiesc fiecare clipa fara sa pot vreodata accepta ca ceea ce simt si vad in fata ochilor sunt doar culorile unui vis. de vis… clipe de vis. secunde plutind departe in urma, in apele adanci si grele ale timpului nicicand reversibil. zambetul unui om ce m-a trezit brutal la viata, pentru ca apoi sa ma arunce la fel de brutal intr-un vis pana acum nesfarsit.
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me…

atatea nopti irosite, atatea rasarituri in care a spune “buna dimineata” era mai frumos si mai reconfortant decat toate orele sarite peste somn. cuvinte stangace, flirturi timide, gesturi retinute de afectiune…
The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go…

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me…

… apoi prima intalnire. primul zambet. prima imbratisare, emotia terifianta si tandretea nesfarsita a primului sarut, cand inima a incetat sa-mi mai bata secunde intregi, pentru ca apoi sa-mi explodeze cu totul undeva in adancul pieptului. uluitoarea descoperire a dragostei. prima noapte de dragoste, millions of butterflies in my stomach… prima lacrima. racoarea noptii tarzii si despartirea devreme in zori, disperarea de a-l petrece cu ochii indepartandu-se grabit, cu pasii unui fugar, spre un “acasa” ce nu-mi va apartine nicicand.
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love!

nu ma pot satura s-o ascult. nu m-am simtit nicicand atat de dezgolita, atat de vulnerabila in fata unor cuvinte in care ma privesc ca intr-o oglinda aburita. sterg cu palma, sper… mereu astept sa fie cineva in spatele meu, sa nu fiu singura, sa nu mai fiu singura in visul meu. fredonez, ascult… disperarea de a intinde mainile si a nu putea ajunge nicicand aproape de sufletul celuilalt! acel celalat pe care l-am gasit prin cuvinte, l-am visat aproape, l-am chemat sa ma stranga in brate… am inchis ochii si am soptit: it get hard… but it won’t take… away… my love…. wooooooow…

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me…

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